The pause between breaths, the rest between the waxing and the waning, the shift in the ebb and the flow, the Betwixt & Between.... The Lunar Dark... The Balsamic Moon...
Time to pause, to reflect... What needs to be let go of? (to make room for the waxing of the next phase of the creation/destruction cycle)
Observe today's pause... BE today's pause... Find comfort in the unknown... For every ending a new beginning... And/Both, not Either/Or... Here lies the Great Mystery...
and this is when I was emailing you and couldn't get through. I'm sure glad you got out of it.
So in reconsidering the message of this after having a breakdown, I realized that that is exactly right- what needs to be discarded? What is not working? What has served it's purpose? What is no longer needed, although I am desperately clinging to it? This is the time where action is in stasis- and has not started to tip one way or the other yet. On more than just one level. The space between frames on film. We tend to hold our breath at times like this, but maybe actually breathing is what is needed...
@Barb Stobaugh I hope our Zoom discussion helps. We are here for you. <3
I'm seriously trying not to turn to the bottle right now. And I'm really surprised I'm not an alcoholic at this point
I'm seriously trying not to turn to the bottle right now. And I'm really surprised I'm not an alcoholic at this
Does anyone else in this group have a kid with special needs or issues? I need some fucking support. Seriously
Ha, THIS day... Taking breaths in between sobs maybe.... Starts out promising and within 2 hours goes to shit. Wash, rinse, repeat.... A whole day with nothing scheduled so just MAYBE I can get necessary work done; but no, that is too much to ask for. I feel like I've lived a whole torrential day in the span of 2 hours, and the day is done now, you know what I mean? And I'm absolutely exhausted. I'm trying to understand this post, from both an intellectual and energetic perspective and it's not coming through in any way. :(